Birthday Date with Fauziah Hanum

Today is my birthday, as usual in the previous year, I don't know what happens to my body, I feel.. sick, my internal organs want to crumble. So much pain, because I was born with a heart defect. Hollow in the heart.

I don't know why I feel so sad. This day I should be happy because this is my born day.. and.. I just need to sleep for rest a day. Before my eyes closed to sleep, my cell phones ring, I hear the notification of the incoming message. I open it, and the message is from Fauziah Hanum, I am so happy... she wants to meet me. Althought my body doesn't feel okay at 3:30 PM we will meet, and with a smile, I go to sleep, hope that my body is better, and I can meet her.

After not seeing each other for a long time, maybe ten years. Fauziah is one of my friends at elementary school at SDN 05 Rawasari, ( Jembatan Serong ), and in my fifth grade, I am moved to another school because I follow my aunt as a teacher to SDN 09 Pagi Cempaka Putih Barat.

Remember back time, she is sitting behind me at school, so, if I see my back, I always see her, and she smiles at me. If I remember that thing today and see her smile to me oo.. feel like heaven come to the world, this is too much for me to handle.

The meal time is already over, we talk story of each other, about life, romance, and what to do next for better future. In my silent time for a while she told me, to see couples that sit in front of us. I saw the woman leaned her head to the man, and i try to know the thought in her mind.  I see her eyes and Fauziah blushed, with slowly, try to lean her head to my shoulder.. and increasing beat of my heart. I feel so happy today, you are the best gift for my birthday ~

you definitly know what she want..
(just kidding FH, sorry to make your photo like this ^_^ )

Today is Saturday, thanks for today.
with you i forgot my pain all of day.
before sleep to close this day
i wish and i pray
happiness and joy always around you everyday.

Jakarta, 14 January 2012.